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So my little sister went into psychosis and just got back from her second stint in inpatient. Her delusion was that God wanted her to kill me. She didnt do anything luckily, she told our parents that god told her to kill someone but didnt specify who and she was distressed, they  took her to the hospital and she was in inpatient for a month. She recently had another relapse, only now she realizes it was wrong thinking but we're not sure if she means "morally wrong" or "incorrect". It really hurts because normally we are really close and get along well and I still love her shes my sister but it really hurts that someone I care about so much would even think of something like that. SHE EVEN HAD A FUCKING PLAN INVOLVING A KNIFE AND A PILLOW TO STIFLE MY SCREAMS. SHE HAD A PLAN. and it hurts so much emotionally.

My school social worker and I are looking into transitional housing for me. Since I don't feel safe in my house anymore(even though I have latches on my door now because of this crisis). She says I would be considered at risk for homelessness even though I'm living at home still. I feel scared, FUCKING TERRIFIED, about it. I'm deciding what to pack, and its like I'm leaving my home and this isnt what I would've chosen for myself had circumstances permitted otherwise.

I can't even think of it as a new adventure because of the circumstances surrounding it.

Im stressed with all this and finishing high school and getting shit sorted out for college. My budget project for economics class isn't justa project for me, it's a possible reality. Im scared. I'm fucking scared.
  • Listening to: Fall In The Dark from Touhou Project
  • Reading: One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: piano
  • Eating: my emotions
  • Drinking: imaginary vodka

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NefariousSchemes Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2015  Student General Artist
I think poets are colder than ice is, what did snow ever do to anyone

Whispers of the wind

Tell me a tale

Of stars who seem to fly and sail

What lies at the heart of gale?

Dreams overed in an eternal vieil

Cloud of the crows

Sing me a song

Let my voice join the chorus, join the throng

Shatter the silence, as deep as the night is long

Where in the dark does a shadow belong?

Daggers of frost

Answer a question

Why does cold become an obsession?

Where warmth flees only to become a digression

The only ones who freeze are those who kindle affection

Glow of hearth

Tell me a tale

Of a resilient flame that made the storm wail

One who’s echos were the ultimate violence

An alchemist who turned silence into defiance

Crackle of the hearth

Sing me a song

Of a flame that proved the clock wrong

With every tick the world remained still

Until the ice melted and nature drank its fill

Light of the hearth

Answer a question

The christmas spirit stirs with aggression

Did your christmas leave an impression?

Happy Holidays  XD

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matrixwrath8 Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the favourite!
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for adding Something about talent to your favorites. I'm glad you like my writing :)
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Rayven616 Featured By Owner May 5, 2015   General Artist
Thanks for the fav :)
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DespicableMe1 Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav!
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AzureNebulae Featured By Owner May 5, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for the fave ♥︎
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yuuike Featured By Owner May 1, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Ahhhh thank you so much for the watch bby:iconmuahplz: I really appreciate it <333

If you like my art feel free to check me out on YouTube ,Tumblr , or Facebook  :iconasdfghbeeplz: //shamelessly adversitise LOL
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Aiamai Featured By Owner May 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem! ^u^
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Ozuchi-Kozuchi Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Ah, thanks a bunch for the fav on Watch the World Burn! :)
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Aiamai Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome! ^u^
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